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Wednesday, August 31, 2005
haha...:)
what a long day....just had my hair cut yesterday...damn i look STUPID with my new bangs!and i mean STUPID...the moment i entered my classroom earlier the first thing my classmates said to me was:
WHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO TO YOUR HAIR?!?!?!
ahaha....then bes asked me "nag-away ba kyo ni ino??"...wahaha...oh yeah...in case you people don't know who ino is...Ino is the rival of Sakura in the anime Naruto....:D
oh yeah...i forgot to tell you guys that we have our very own version of the naruto characters in our classroom...
Dedge as NARUTO
Kevin as SASUKE
Paul as KAKASHI/SHINO (he's Shino when he's wearing angie's eyeglasses)
Jay as JIRAYA
Paulo as GAARA
me (steph) as SAKURA
nice!ahaha...:D i have a new nickname!SAKURA...dedge's usually the one who calls me that....wahihi...XD
i gave kai 15 pesos load earlier...then she texted me..so i asked her to go unlimited...and she did...:D we texted for 1 hour then we had to stop since i have class...when i texted her again she didn't reply....oh well...it's either she's too busy studying, she's doing some house chores or she fell asleep....haha...:D but that's okay....
back to my stupid haircut..i just realized that i look like vivian hsu in the chinovela Love Storm...here's her pix..:D

oh yess.....wahaha....that's how i'll look like if ever i'll tie my hair into a ponytail...woohoo....:D however my bangs' not as thick as hers....ahaha...
GOIN' CRAZY
Natalie
Ever since the day you went away
And left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same
Oh baby no
When I looked into your eyes
The moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
'Cause the feelin that I feel within no other man
Would ever make me feel so right
It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me
Right next to me
And I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
Im goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me
And you want me
And you miss me
And you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you
Put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you
Crazy over you I'm calling
Callin' out to you
What am I gonna do?
It's true no frontin'
It's you ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down (down)
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
That's right baby
I'm goin' crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me
I'm in love with you (baby)
ooo, crazy,(ooo)
lady (ooo)
lately (ooo)
Baby
dead_starr | Wednesday, August 31, 2005
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Tuesday, August 30, 2005
it's been a long time...:)
wow....i missed posting in this blog...:) hehe....i was using my friendster blog for quite a while now and i didn't realize i was already neglecting my blogdrive account....wahihi....sorry for that...:)
anyway....just got my midterm grades...haha....i passed almost all my subjects,,,i dunno about the biblical but i passed my IT,Tourism,Math,English and Pol.Sci...wahaha!!:D the weird thing is i didn't study...i mean REALLY STUDY....wow...God must REALLY love me....:)
damn....i am SO addicted to CUESHE....ahaha...:) i especially love the song ULAN and SORRY...heck i love all their songs!!:D woohoo!!:D i like jay more than Ruben....sorry for all those ruben fans that are currently reading this post...
i knew it...i shouldn't have expected much....haaay.....you see...i really thought that after the NEAR BREAKUP thing that happened to me and kai...she'll change...well actually she DID change...TEMPORARILY..oh yes we saw each other last week...uh....more than 5 times...she even went to trinity last wednesday just to see me even though she doesn't have any class....i was really happy then....then comes this week...and POOF....everything's back to normal....oh well...this should teach me not to get used to things that i know won't last..damn...i know i shouldn't complain...after all i got all the attention i wanted last week....damn...damn...damn....tell me AM I WRONG?!?!!?!?!argh...help me please.....kinda reminds me of the time last summer....she kept on calling the one day it just stopped....damn....when will i learn.....
jia posted some new images on her friendster.....kai;s included of course...wahihi....new photos at last...;) i'll put the photos on my photoalbum....go see if you want to....
i really need some new images in my friendster account....too bad ysa's phone isn't working right now.....sigh.....
NALILITO
6cyclemind
Verse 1:
Hanggang dito na lamang
Ang kaya kong unawain
Kung paano, di malaman
Malabo nang maiparating
Chorus:
Nalilito, nalilito ang aking isipan
Hindi ko malaman kung bakit
Nahihirapan, nahihirapan ang aking damdamin
Di ko kayang tanngapin
Verse 2:
Umaapaw na ang luha
Aagos sa isang sandali
Kung paano pipigilan,
Tanong ko sayo'y sagutin
(Repeat Chorus)
Verse 3:
Paalam na kaibigan
Ito na ang huling sandali
Kung paano malilimutan
Paalam na sa sandali
dead_starr | Tuesday, August 30, 2005
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
hehehehe....:D
BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSA JAYNE C. BONITA!!!!!:D
aLabshu mahal!!!lht na lge mo akong ini-injan,...humph...ehehehehehe.....:D
mis co na c kai....:( tgal na since last co xang nakita....pero ok narin...kc 2 beses kmeng nag-usap nung weekend e...hehe,...la lang...
AKU CINTA KAU KAI!!:D
dead_starr | Tuesday, July 26, 2005
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
read this...ala lang...thoughts lang....cute toh pramis...:D
When a GUY is quiet and is
alone,
He's is thinking how good you're, Miss
you!!!
When a GUY is lying on his bed,
He is thinking deeply why he loves you.
When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,
He wants to tell you how much he loves
you and
how important you're.
When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" after
awhile,
He is not and feels hurts.
When a GUY keep asking you the same
question,
He is wondering why you are lying.
When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,
He is wishing that you belongs to him
forever.
When a GUY calls you everyday,
He Miss You and wants your attention.
When a GUY wants to see you everyday,
He cares for you and want to know how
are you
today.
When a GUY sms's u everyday,
He wants you to know he is fine.
When a GUY says I love you,
He really means it.
When a GUY says that he can't live
without you,
He has made up his mind that you are his
future
wife.
When a GUY says "I Miss You",
He wants to see you immeditely.
Lady : Why do you like me..? Why do you love
me?
Man : I can't tell the reason.. but I really like you..
Lady : You can't even tell me the reason... how can
you say you like me? How can you say you love
me?
Man : I really don't know the reason, but I can
prove that I love you.
Lady : Proof? No! I want you to tell me the reason.
My friend's boyfriend can tell her why he loves her
but not you!
Man : Ok..ok!!! Erm... because you are beautiful,
because your voice is sweet,
because you are caring,
because you are loving,
because you are thoughtful,
because of your smile,
because of your every movements.
The lady felt very satisfied with the man's answer.
Unfortunately, a few days later, the Lady met with
an accident and became comma. The Guy then
placed a letter by her side, and here is the content:
Darling,
Because of your sweet voice that I love you...
Now can you talk? No! Therefore I cannot love you.
Because of your care and concern that I like you..
Now that you cannot show them, therefore I cannot
love you.
Because of your smile,
because of your every movements that I love you..
Now can you smile? Now can you move?
No, therefore I cannot love you...
If love needs a reason, like now, there is no reason
for me to love you anymore.
Do love need a reason? NO!
Therefore, I still love you...
And love doesn't need a reason
" Sometimes the best and the most beautiful
things in the world
cannot be seen, cannot be touched, but can be felt
in the heart "
I am the harm which you inflict
I am your brilliance and frustration
I'm the nuclear bombs if they're to hit
I'm your immaturaty and your indignance
I am your misfits and your praised
I am your doubt and your conviction
I am your charity and your rape
I am your grasping and expectation
I see you averting your glances
I see you cheering on the war
I see you ignoring your children
And I love you still
And I love you still
I am your joy and your regret
I am your fury and your elation
I am your yearning and your sweat
I am your faithless and your religion
I see you altering history
I see you abusing the land
I see you and your selective amnesia
And I love you still
And I love you still
I am your tragedy and your fortune
I am your crisis and delight
I am your profits and your prophets
I am your art, I am your bytes
I am your death and your decisions
I am your passion and your plights
I am your sickness and convalescence
I am your weapons and your light
I see you holding your grudges
I see you gunning them down
I see you silencing your sisters
And I love you still
And I love you (still)
I see you lie to your country
I see you forcing them out
I see you blaming each other
And I love you still
And I love you still
dead_starr | Thursday, July 07, 2005
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i hate this week...
i have no idea why...but....i just HATE this week..probably because lots of bad stuff happened to me....argh...next week it's already our prelims....and i feel so damn nervous....ugh....i wanna throw up...
guess what....paul lost one of my most treasured cd...the one we used yesterday for our practical activity in p.e....he kept on saying sorry to me yesterday...but it's only today that i really forgave him....i know i know...i'm overreacting...but still!i had that cd since i was still in 4th year!it's one of the cds i asked mane to burn....argh..but that doesn't matter anymore...after all....it happened already....speaking of practical activity...we sucked yesterday in p.e....BIG TIME....paul managed to get a grade of 95 and the rest of us only got 90...i'm not complaining....after all he did ALL the dance steps..so he's deserves that grade....after our PRESENTATION, paul...um...sort of cried...you see, he's blaming himself why we didn't have a good presentation...we were supposed to copy his movements since he's the one who did it...but the minute the song started, he forgot the sequence of the steps...so he just started doing all the steps he remembered...and we just followed...haha....but it's okay...at least we got a high grade....:D
i was watching kevin dance yesterday...ahaha...!:D i tried my best not to laugh...really i did!!haha...:D GOOD WORK KEVIN!!
nothing new with kai today...i didn't text her and she didn't txt either...oh well..:D as long as she's okay....:D
bes,kat and i visited claret and holy family yesterday....damn!i missed the place!:D the moment i stepped into HFS all my high school memories passed flashed in my mind...damn...haha...:D i'll visit again....and hopefully this time i'll see some of my lower batch friends...:D
CRAZY FOR THIS GIRL
evan and jaron
She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don’t know why
But she’s changed my mind
Chorus:
Would you look at her
She looks at me
She’s got me thinking about her constantly
But she don’t know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she’s figured out
I’m crazy for this girl
She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn’t end
Why didn’t I know what I know now
Chorus
Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I’m ready to spend the rest of my life
With you
Chorus 2x
dead_starr | Thursday, July 07, 2005
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